How I learned to define my self-worth in a medium with a binary system of success — Written by Clay Wren Dread sets in the day of. My stomach aches, my hands are paralyzed. No form of comfort is solace to me. Thirty minutes before. I’m hyperventilating, overhydrating, paralyzed, detached to my own body. Competition is any minute now, and I’ve accepted my fate. I remember watching…